Numbers 6:24-26
such a blessing :)
Sunday 29 April 2007
the weekend was amazing.
haha i have so so much to blog about, so many revelations to share.
but since i have a test tmr and need to be in sch at 6.45am -zz-, i will save save and blog tmr :D
summarized: it was just overflowing anointing, revelations and the things i saw... just praise Jesus.
i would praise You to no end, for You are so so good.
haha i have so so much to blog about, so many revelations to share.
but since i have a test tmr and need to be in sch at 6.45am -zz-, i will save save and blog tmr :D
summarized: it was just overflowing anointing, revelations and the things i saw... just praise Jesus.
i would praise You to no end, for You are so so good.
it suddenly struck me on the way home. How much are we compromising in this life? Like Pastor Prince said, when we go to heaven one day, we would cry torrents of tears when we see what Jesus had given to us to receive in Him, and what we settled for.
My eye was hurting on the train and it was affecting my vision (for those who didn't see what happened, i'll spare the details) but anyways, i was just feeling like "oh my God its so annoying" and kept thinking that yes, Jesus is my Healer. But hey, this thought suddenly struck me:
At Arrow ministry service earlier in the day, after the preaching, Pastor Chin had led a moment of worship where the Spirit of Anointing had just fallen so heavily upon the place. Pastor said that "calls were being revived" and it was just so amazingly wonderfully, a spiritual refreshing. Who i am, what i'm called for. The week had been trying and tiring, i had felt worn out, stressed and just ready to throw it all away. But that moment, such a world of revelation and the things that i saw , the things that Jesus spoke to me about.. I would not forsake, no, not for anything.
It was all very personal, so if you ask, i might share with you about it. but i'll just say it was so so so so much.
So anyways, to return to my main topic. >.<
Like Pastor Chin said, which tribe held arrows in the bible?
Only, only, the tribe of Benjamin.
And the tribe of Benjamin in the END TIME GENERATION, receiving 5 times more that all his neighbours.
its here people! WE'RE the ministry POISED for CHANGE in the end times! 60% of the people in SEA are 30 and below and as God changed Sarai's name to Sarah, Abram's name to Abraham, so are we changed to be poised in that position to RECEIVE that blessing!
And sidenote, though Pastor Chin didnt mention at Arrow service, Pastor Prince has said before already, that the Benjamin generation is the generation that enjoys ACCELERATION.
and yes, that would be me, thank you and amen.
so the thought that struck me was, having such a position of influence as a King-Priest, the beloved child of the most loving Father ever and the one for whom the greatest, kindest and most innocent person died for, despite my most unworthy moments, to be loved to such an extent by the omnipotent God who would not withhold ANY good thing from me,
why in the world am i compromising myself in having my whole focus for that moment undermined by an irritated eye?
I'm the righteousness of God in Christ EH.
I'm called for great purposes, to throw forth and shine bright the glory of Jesus Christ!
So i say, symptom, what do you think you are doing by being irrationally manifesting in my body? Christ is in me and you have no hold over me!
i sure dont want to compromise.
i wanna see all Your promises come to pass in front of my eyes.
Your blessings to all pass before me.
And no, no discounts :))
For as He is, so am i in THIS world.
My eye was hurting on the train and it was affecting my vision (for those who didn't see what happened, i'll spare the details) but anyways, i was just feeling like "oh my God its so annoying" and kept thinking that yes, Jesus is my Healer. But hey, this thought suddenly struck me:
At Arrow ministry service earlier in the day, after the preaching, Pastor Chin had led a moment of worship where the Spirit of Anointing had just fallen so heavily upon the place. Pastor said that "calls were being revived" and it was just so amazingly wonderfully, a spiritual refreshing. Who i am, what i'm called for. The week had been trying and tiring, i had felt worn out, stressed and just ready to throw it all away. But that moment, such a world of revelation and the things that i saw , the things that Jesus spoke to me about.. I would not forsake, no, not for anything.
It was all very personal, so if you ask, i might share with you about it. but i'll just say it was so so so so much.
So anyways, to return to my main topic. >.<
Like Pastor Chin said, which tribe held arrows in the bible?
Only, only, the tribe of Benjamin.
And the tribe of Benjamin in the END TIME GENERATION, receiving 5 times more that all his neighbours.
its here people! WE'RE the ministry POISED for CHANGE in the end times! 60% of the people in SEA are 30 and below and as God changed Sarai's name to Sarah, Abram's name to Abraham, so are we changed to be poised in that position to RECEIVE that blessing!
And sidenote, though Pastor Chin didnt mention at Arrow service, Pastor Prince has said before already, that the Benjamin generation is the generation that enjoys ACCELERATION.
and yes, that would be me, thank you and amen.
so the thought that struck me was, having such a position of influence as a King-Priest, the beloved child of the most loving Father ever and the one for whom the greatest, kindest and most innocent person died for, despite my most unworthy moments, to be loved to such an extent by the omnipotent God who would not withhold ANY good thing from me,
why in the world am i compromising myself in having my whole focus for that moment undermined by an irritated eye?
I'm the righteousness of God in Christ EH.
I'm called for great purposes, to throw forth and shine bright the glory of Jesus Christ!
So i say, symptom, what do you think you are doing by being irrationally manifesting in my body? Christ is in me and you have no hold over me!
i sure dont want to compromise.
i wanna see all Your promises come to pass in front of my eyes.
Your blessings to all pass before me.
And no, no discounts :))
For as He is, so am i in THIS world.
Saturday 28 April 2007
mm i like my new blog layout. i figured out ( finally) how to cue the picture in. and if you stay for awhile, you'll get to hear a lovely piano solo.
no prizes for guessing who its by.
i feel sleepy. probably turning in in a moment. been having a fever on and off, and my throat kinda hurts. haha yes i'm whining a bit. but hey, i reject these stupid annoying symthoms, to get out of my body that's filled with the life of Christ.
throw accusations at me you might
but His favour and grace overwhelms all that
so just look to the cross
its my given victory
that's what He said
for "how many times have i broken Your heart,
but still You forgive if only i ask."
so sound those confounded blaring bells
but there's only the silence of peace in His arms
no prizes for guessing who its by.
i feel sleepy. probably turning in in a moment. been having a fever on and off, and my throat kinda hurts. haha yes i'm whining a bit. but hey, i reject these stupid annoying symthoms, to get out of my body that's filled with the life of Christ.
throw accusations at me you might
but His favour and grace overwhelms all that
so just look to the cross
its my given victory
that's what He said
for "how many times have i broken Your heart,
but still You forgive if only i ask."
so sound those confounded blaring bells
but there's only the silence of peace in His arms
Thursday 26 April 2007
my help in time of need
i've decided to create a blog. had a few before but i never really kept to it, but recently, its like i need to speak out and speak forth stuff that i shut out and refuse to expess vocally. why? i have no idea.
i'm really tired of school. its not that i dont like going to school but its become a chore. its tiring, trying and at times, i just wonder what i'm doing there. its easy to say that "hey i'm there to glorify Jesus" but its so much easier said than done. i feel worn out, i feel lost, and yeah, you can say i'm even emo-ing but, i just feel like i cant take this.
On one hand, i feel foolish for saying all these, but on another, its almost like i need it all to be said. i've been just pretending that these feelings don't exist but ignoring it all isn't going to make me feel better.
its like i know Jesus is here with me, by me. He never leaves or forsakes me. But its so so easy to take it all for granted, take Him for granted, to brush that whisper of His presence aside for 'something more important." but at the end of the day, who am i kidding? who else do i need as much? i can call up my good friends but at times that i'm difficult, even they annoy me by saying things that would, on other days, sit alright with me. At times when i feel so emotionally brittle, it doesn't take much to hurt me emotionally.
and i so need that presence Jesus.
sometimes it seems just so amazing, that revelation David must have had of you that he instead of begging to keep anything else, said "take not Your presence from me".
its like when we're down in the dumps that we really appreciate that consistent comfort of that feeling of just leaning back and enjoying the feeling of resting in Your arms Lord.
its easy to be a great Christian over the weekend, when everyone around you is riding high on the love of Jesus. and you just catch that wave of Jesus' love with the crowd and soar through everything.
but its the times when though You guide my way, i stupidly walk into the valley of darkness and death that i cling on and thank God that You're still by my side.
i'm really tired of school. its not that i dont like going to school but its become a chore. its tiring, trying and at times, i just wonder what i'm doing there. its easy to say that "hey i'm there to glorify Jesus" but its so much easier said than done. i feel worn out, i feel lost, and yeah, you can say i'm even emo-ing but, i just feel like i cant take this.
On one hand, i feel foolish for saying all these, but on another, its almost like i need it all to be said. i've been just pretending that these feelings don't exist but ignoring it all isn't going to make me feel better.
its like i know Jesus is here with me, by me. He never leaves or forsakes me. But its so so easy to take it all for granted, take Him for granted, to brush that whisper of His presence aside for 'something more important." but at the end of the day, who am i kidding? who else do i need as much? i can call up my good friends but at times that i'm difficult, even they annoy me by saying things that would, on other days, sit alright with me. At times when i feel so emotionally brittle, it doesn't take much to hurt me emotionally.
and i so need that presence Jesus.
sometimes it seems just so amazing, that revelation David must have had of you that he instead of begging to keep anything else, said "take not Your presence from me".
its like when we're down in the dumps that we really appreciate that consistent comfort of that feeling of just leaning back and enjoying the feeling of resting in Your arms Lord.
its easy to be a great Christian over the weekend, when everyone around you is riding high on the love of Jesus. and you just catch that wave of Jesus' love with the crowd and soar through everything.
but its the times when though You guide my way, i stupidly walk into the valley of darkness and death that i cling on and thank God that You're still by my side.
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